Dear Wanderer's
for most of today, I have been in quite a pensive state. Fighting the forces of an over thinking mind and constantly trying to remember that nature is what will heal me. Why do I live in a city with barely any forests, that question crossed my mind more than once today. I'm dating this new guy and he is everything I am and also everything I am not and I am trying to wrap my brain around the fact that this endeavor will be an adventure like no other and I..am..terrified that my over thinking mind will eat me alive. I have finally found someone I fit with what is so terrifying about that? Let me tell you...I still feel a little bit like that broken girl who was searching for someone to help her put all the pieces back together. But the best part of me recognizes that I....am....not....broken.
I AM NOT BROKEN I scream to myself in defiance. The missing pieces do not make me broken, they just reflect the beautiful person I became after another person to a chisel to me. I do not need to be fixed and there is nothing wrong with being happy. I don't know why I'd short myself of that now...happiness. I deserve to be happy and take risks and really live because I don't know if I knew that was for a while.
Wanderers, we are not broken. I am not broken. The missing pieces are a reflection of the beautiful people we became after our hardships.
You are not broken..you are beautiful.
Love Always,
SoLoves <3
