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Monday, January 13, 2014

Well Wanderers It Has Certainly Been a While...

I'm sorry that it has taken me so long to make a full circle and come back to writing on this blog that is really my passion, I'm sure it doesn't seem that way considering the 7 month span between posts, so here's an update and as always, some wisdom. Since my last post which was a very lovely poem, life has been a struggle, but I have met the most amazing man and that has made all the difference (No I did not ditch you for a guy). College has been good. And I finally got out of a stressful job I was starting to hate and into a bit of a less stressful one that I am learning to love. In October I finally gave in and started going to counseling... and here is where I side track, I believe that smart people that recognize there is a problem and they need help get counseling. I had gotten counseling for years prior to this one but it took me about 4 months to come to terms with the fact that even though I was out of one high school and into college, that that didn't mean that I could quite going. So I've been going and it feels great! I kind of chalk all of these things up to experiences that I am meant to go through on my path. And this is kind of where I'm at. Second semester of college, undeclared, the world is still kind of scary, but what the hell I have nothing to lose. This is where tonights bit of wisdom comes in. Tonight I hit a wall of depression where I just felt lost, like I didn't know where I fit in and when this happens, it usually takes me quit some time to pull out, well remember that guy I mentioned, he sat by me the whole time but outside of that, one of the things that I find great comfort in whenever I feel that there world is just really big and I'm being drowned by that bigness is, "The Most Astounding Fact About The Universe" by Neil DeGrasse Tyson Here is the Video Montage for it, it is really lovely and I think that all of you wanderers will be able to take some comfort in it when you are experiencing similar struggles.
Love and Hugs,
Your Fellow Wanderer...So<3